This is a song Jason and I started right before he died. It's about the time he came-to or 'woke up' for the day fighting a police officer in the garage of the Buffalo county jail. J ended up doing a significant amount of time for this caper and of course ended up in treatment for the 20th time or so. ;) Ending up in recovery addicted to Christian Hiphop, dealing with the daily grind of treatment psychobabble.
lyrics
I woke up fighting a cop
he punched me but i wouldn't stop
I woke up the next day
sucking on his pepper spray
Take me where I belong.
Ah hell, he's addicted to Christian Hiphop now
10 times worse than the curse
of that demon liquor
that he thirsted
Aw fuck, I'm waking up
I'm facing facts about my dependency
Aw fuck, I've woken up
to the bitter joke
of my drinking, smoking style.
When it ends just let me fail again.
I need to know why you let me go.
Ah hell, he's one of those 12-step zombies now
I ain't heard shit but cliches
coming out his mouth
since he started walking "the way"
how bout, I'm walking away
no time for the shit that you say
fuck 'They'
He's back to his old ways
the very next mother fucking day
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